Everytime i have to deal with crap, i remind myself there are still so much to appreciate in life.
一个女人成熟的标志，是学会狠心，学会独立，学会微笑，学会丢弃不值得的感情。
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Wish it’s just me & u,babe.
When Days Become Years
It’s been a while since i blogged here. I should be studying for my art-history midterm right now. Ohh well, my last year at SMC is way more interesting than i expected. I have been on an emotional roller coaster lately. Then,everything finally caught up in fire last night.It was a lot of emotional processing. FB was literally in chaos with ppl exciting for all kinds of reasons..
Somehow, i am in such a confuse stage of my life. Dreams, relationships, works,and schools, i am learning to live my life the best. It’s a bitter-sweet experience for me.I looked in the mirror and found myself turned into a complete a different person than i was a year ago. I become a much stronger person though the dark times. I have accomplished more than i ever thought. I have amazing friends who see through my rise and fall. I am becoming the person who i always wanted to be. Yet at same time, I feel like losing myself. I learned to heartless at times.I learn to be mean and become “smart” in order to stop being seen naive and treated unfairly.My feelings and faith are slowly gone.I have been telling myself that i have to go through the process if i want to make it in New York someday. Still,a thought that often crossed my mind was, “Do i really want to be this person?”
I don’t know. I guess only time will tell. Spring break sounds like a perfect time for me to clear my mind.Since this semester is almost half way through, i need to sit down and think about schools, relationships, and my future…
Just gotta tell myself spring break is coming! Stay Positive and fight through integrals.
Ohh well, at least sunshine,resort,spa and wine are waiting for me. :)
Ay..AY Poisoned with luv
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One day I will live in the city that i love- NYC
Put ur hands up in the air! ISA FESTIVAL <3
I just luv the smell of joy and vitality. Those fragile souls totally light up my mood today. :)
“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up becuase if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.”
